1267 days.

I know that you think this is for the best for now, but I don't think you realize how much this really does hurt. We had something so amazing, so beautiful. And you've thrown it all away. And for what? You don't even know. You mean the world to me and I've been told that it shouldn't be like this. I'm not the one who should be hurting, begging and crying. It should be you. But it's not. It's me. I'm the one crying every night. I'm the one who can't get through one fucking day without talking to you. I'm so pathetic. No. Scratch that. I'm so in love. And I thought you were too. I was so sure of it. I was something that you could be sure of. I was something that was always going to be there. But you gave all that up. I told you I would wait. I told you I would wait for you to get your head on straight and figure yourself out. And I will. It's going to be hard and it's going to hurt like hell, but if in the end we end up together, then it's worth it. It's worth all the pain and heartbreak.

You're confused and lost. You need help. Reach out to people. Don't allow yourself to hold everything in.

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